Today sucked.

Long story short, I was at the airport for something like 6 hours because my flight was cancelled. After alot of crap, I'm in a crappy hotel for the night and am now watching Star Trek: TNG. 3rd episode in a row. Yeeaaahhhhh.

Ugh.

Laaame.

Here's a dumb picture.

Alfred: 1
Batman: 0

Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog. Watch it. Cuz I said so?

Home now finally. Back to class tomorrow. Booooooooo. Gonna be a wimpy paycheck at the end of the month, which is sad after spending alot of money in Seattle. Coming home was really surreal. Probably largely fueled by running on 4 hours of sleep all day, but also... I dunno. I'm just feeling contemplative about life. Most importantly, what the fuck I'm going to do with it. Being in Seattle and seeing how my sister's basically made her life more like how she wanted it (city, apartment, car-less environmentally friendly existence etc) has made me really wonder what the fuck to do with my life. I don't take well to change, and I feel like if I tried to make a similar big move like that but without a significant other to help I don't know if I could do it. I'm not a go-getter make-friends-everywhere kind of gal, and that totally limits me. I'm told it's possible to learn how to be that kind of person, but I remain skeptical. And you kind of have to be a go-getter to learn how to be a go-getter I mean... what? But I'm not really content to just live out my life in Las Cruces either, at least not without attempting to muck around somewhere else for a while, anyway.

Yeah I don't know. I'm just... yeah. It's amazing how different life in Seattle is from life here. It's not that I TOTES WANT TO MOVE TO SEATTLE NOW or anything (though it is a pretty nice place) it's just more clear now that there are nearly endless possibilities in life and I don't know how to get any of them, or even which ones I want to get.

In lighter things related to Seattle, Claire posted some pictures of me from the trip and dear GOD I need a haircut. I am frumptastic from EVERY ANGLE. Wish my hairplace weren't so expensive. It costs basically the same as the parking ticket I got in may that I still haven't paid. Which I will go pay online now... yeeeaaah.